Hello world! It has been a crazy 3 years.. and I still can't believe I've not been on here for that long! A lot has happened and changed within 3 years for me. The good and the bad.
To start off, we'll go with the bad first. I lost my beloved fur baby and best friend last October 30th, 2018. Tabor was my everything. He was there by my side through the ups and downs since he was 5 months old. He helped me through my break up to when I was having a horrible day at work or just trying to get through one day at a time. When I lost him to heart failure my whole life came crumbling down. How am I going to go on with my life? (yes, I am very dramatic). For me, my dog wasn't just another pet you can jut replace and move on. He was part of my family. I've never had a dog like Tabor. Goofy, annoying, crazy and most importantly loyal. I will always have a special part in my heart for him. And yes I am that crazy dog lady and I have his ashes, paw prints to photos in our office room 😂 I won't get mushy or else I'll start crying everywhere on my lap top. 😕
Alright, on to the good! Since my Spartan race in 2016, I've decided to give dating another shot. Being in my late 20's at that time, let me tell you, its hard to date! You can't just meet people randomly! Especially when you're socially awkward (yes, me). I told myself and my girlfriends I wouldn't try and meet anyone at bars or anything like that. I wanted to meet someone naturally and if we click that's great. My girlfriends convinced me to download a dating app which I was very hesitate about in the beginning which is why I had it for at least over 6 months and did nothing with it but made excuses on why I didn't want to use it. "What if the guy tries to kill me!? What if he thinks I'm weird!? What if Tabor doesn't like him!?" So many stupid questions going through my head and to my friends. But there was one guy that caught my guy and still to this day I poke fun at him that he waited for the last 7 minutes to message me back. Great things happen to those who wait😏
And look at us now, almost 3 years later. I couldn't be happier .💗💕😘 My peanut butter to my jelly, my ying to my yang. My cheese to my macaroni. He gets me, I get him. We fight and make up like any other couple. What I love about him is that he doesn't judge me from my past. We get each other. I can't wait to see waist the future has in store for us!
With the new year approaching, my goal is to start posting more. Food to just my daily rants. Just writing out how I'm feeling or what I enjoy the most.. FOOD is my stress reliever. Until next time folks!
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